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Tuesday, April 20, 2010
its just a random post that i just need to shout my heart out.. i know that no one will read my blog so yea.. that is the point.. one word that described me now is LOST. college's life is not that easy for me.. I am still wondering whether I chose the correct path and will I regret it. I am so disappointed with my results that I don't even know I can reach my dreams. I admit that I am too competitive and this just sucks. Until now, its almost half a year in college and I am still trying to fit in when everyone around me has already moved on. this is just so not me and sometimes it just drives me crazy. I thought of this matter for a very long time and admit that this is life and there are more to come. i just hate to be alone. it really sucks. i seemed to be like someone with everything but deep inside, i am just weak and i want someone to be there for me and with everyone surrounding me... depressed~ |