the ridiculous thing is that i will be sitting my final exam tomorrow. great huh? and i am giving myself this excuse that i am too free, so i probably should check on my dead blog. i just don't have the mood to study. its not the same as pmr or spm. i am perturbed of this *not afraid* attitude towards my finals.

i browsed through all the blog posts, the memories.... its just nice to read them back.

time really flies. i am turning 18 next week. seriously, i can feel myself getting older after reading my blogposts few years back.

just ended my college life, going uni soon. starting a new chapter soon. afraid to face more challenges.

one by one, they left to different parts of the world. counting the days when they can step their foot into their hometown again :')

wish that time could stop when i was in high school. miss every single moments.

i guess i need to stop crapping here and revise the last time before tomorrow. goodnight world.

happy halloween. :)

i know that no one will read my blog so yea.. that is the point..

one word that described me now is LOST.

college's life is not that easy for me..

I am still wondering whether I chose the correct path and will I regret it.

I am so disappointed with my results that I don't even know I can reach my dreams. 

I admit that I am too competitive and this just sucks.

Until now, its almost half a year in college and I am still trying to fit in when everyone around me has already moved on.

this is just so not me and sometimes it just drives me crazy.

I thought of this matter for a very long time and admit that this is life and there are more to come.

SPM result is coming out this thursday.. f*ck!! shaking right now.. i am seriously afraid and don't wanna face the reality.. OMFG!!

maybe its the last celebration for us,

but we will always stay in each other's heart, right?

I am officially 17. hehe..

hope that it will be normal again.

such a silly mistake :(

we are truly sorry...

10 days left, and what am I doing?

Was browsing through all my paper works and I found something memorable. Something lost and perhaps forgotten. 

A flash back occurred. I can still remember Ms. Ravina, our English teacher then gave us a project which is: An I-movie about our literature that year, Phantom Of the Opera.

The project, if not mistaken took two long days. We actors and actresses are very "professional" one okay? *laugh* 

I am not sure where the movie went to but the scripts will always be kept.

Annie Sorelli: Quick! Quick! Close the door! It's him!!

Everyone: Who? Where? What's the matter?

Annie Sorelli: It's the ghost! In the passage. He came through the wall in front of me... I saw his face!!

We managed to take a few pictures. Not many pictures of us in our 'costumes' but I can remember I took one picture in a pregnant lady's dress -.- ( yup, that is my 'costume'. I was Madam Giry)

p.s jiann meng was involved in this too but no picture of him. he was the cameraman.

the ridiculous thing is that i will be sitting my final exam tomorrow. great huh? and i am giving myself this excuse that i am too free, so i probably should check on my dead blog. i just don't have the mood to study. its not the same as pmr or spm. i am perturbed of this *not afraid* attitude towards my finals.

i browsed through all the blog posts, the memories.... its just nice to read them back.

time really flies. i am turning 18 next week. seriously, i can feel myself getting older after reading my blogposts few years back.

just ended my college life, going uni soon. starting a new chapter soon. afraid to face more challenges.

one by one, they left to different parts of the world. counting the days when they can step their foot into their hometown again :')

wish that time could stop when i was in high school. miss every single moments.

i guess i need to stop crapping here and revise the last time before tomorrow. goodnight world.

happy halloween. :)

i know that no one will read my blog so yea.. that is the point..

one word that described me now is LOST.

college's life is not that easy for me..

I am still wondering whether I chose the correct path and will I regret it.

I am so disappointed with my results that I don't even know I can reach my dreams. 

I admit that I am too competitive and this just sucks.

Until now, its almost half a year in college and I am still trying to fit in when everyone around me has already moved on.

this is just so not me and sometimes it just drives me crazy.

I thought of this matter for a very long time and admit that this is life and there are more to come.

SPM result is coming out this thursday.. f*ck!! shaking right now.. i am seriously afraid and don't wanna face the reality.. OMFG!!

maybe its the last celebration for us,

but we will always stay in each other's heart, right?

I am officially 17. hehe..

hope that it will be normal again.

such a silly mistake :(

we are truly sorry...

10 days left, and what am I doing?

Was browsing through all my paper works and I found something memorable. Something lost and perhaps forgotten. 

A flash back occurred. I can still remember Ms. Ravina, our English teacher then gave us a project which is: An I-movie about our literature that year, Phantom Of the Opera.

The project, if not mistaken took two long days. We actors and actresses are very "professional" one okay? *laugh* 

I am not sure where the movie went to but the scripts will always be kept.

Annie Sorelli: Quick! Quick! Close the door! It's him!!

Everyone: Who? Where? What's the matter?

Annie Sorelli: It's the ghost! In the passage. He came through the wall in front of me... I saw his face!!

We managed to take a few pictures. Not many pictures of us in our 'costumes' but I can remember I took one picture in a pregnant lady's dress -.- ( yup, that is my 'costume'. I was Madam Giry)

p.s jiann meng was involved in this too but no picture of him. he was the cameraman.